Lame

I feel pretty bad about not driving to the airport this morning to pick Mom. I have been psyching myself to do it for the longest time and has not gotten over my mental blocks. I know I have very lame excuses for not doing so. I do feel ashamed of myself for not getting over my fears :(

I'll have to get over my stupid fears and will have to put it on top of my things to accomplish within the next month especially since Pat travels a lot. I am glad Pat is a very understanding person but I know it's about time I overcome my silly fear of bridges and free ways..